This might get a little long, but hopefully you will hang with me.
On Friday afternoon, Sandi, Brenda and I came home from
grocery shopping to find a tiny little orange tabby kitty sitting near our back
gate. I had seen it a few weeks ago, in
front of our neighbors who live across the way.
It had always been lethargic, almost oblivious to its surroundings. Friday was no different. As Brenda and I opened the gate to pull the
truck in, the kitty just kind of wandered a little closer in front of the gate,
directly in the path of where Sandi would be pulling the truck. I reached down and picked up the little guy
to move him out of the way. (For the
purpose of this post, I’ll call the cat a ‘he’.)
I noticed, not that it took any effort, that the kitty was
nothing but bones with semblance of fur.
Malnourished would be an understatement.
He was probably aboout 8 weeks old, but sooooo much smaller than he should be. His tail was mangled, his eye had an infection and was oozing a little
bit of green goo, and his breathing was labored. It was obvious he had a cold or respiratory
infection. So, after putting away my
groceries, I did the only thing I could: I made the little guy some food. I took a bit of cat food and added warm water
to soften it and create some broth, and also provide some water. I brought the food outside our gate and
offered it to him. He lapped it up in no
time. I didn’t want to give him too much
food all at once because I was pretty sure it would upset his stomach.
After petting the kitty and talking to him while he was
eating, and even getting a few tiny mews out of him, I came back inside our
property. And, as you might imagine, my
new friend made his way under the gate and into our yard. Actually, I was hoping he would do just that
because at least he’d be safe from the dogs and other predators out there –
including the neighborhood kids, who think nothing of throwing rocks at dogs
and cats. As tiny as he was, he was able to hop up the few steps to my door and
just sat there for a while. I didn’t
want to give him more food yet, though.
An hour later I went out to see if he was still there, but he had moved
on. I checked outside the gate and didn’t
see him. I figured he’d show up again
when he was ready to.
Saturday morning, I left early to get to the university for
my day of teaching. Yet, as I left the
back gate on my motorcycle, I searched all around for the little kitty. Nope,
he wasn’t there.
But, when I got home at 5:00 pm, the kitty was once again in
the grass at the side of the gate. He
seemed even more lethargic than usual, barely moving. In fact, when I first pulled up and got off
my moto, I had to stare at him a bit just to see that he was breathing. I brought my motorcycle inside and parked it
in its usual space. Then I went inside
and made some more food for the kitty.
I decided to bring the kitty inside the gate, so I walked
outside and gently scooped him up. The poor
little guy couldn’t even support his own weight. He was just flopping around. I don’t know what had happened in 24 hours;
he shouldn’t have been that weak. There
was a rag on the ground, so I arranged it for the kitty to lay in. He couldn’t eat, or even lap up the
broth. Something was seriously wrong.
After a few minutes, Sandi came over and brought some
Pedialyte. We figured we’d try to get
some diluted electrolytes into the little guy.
Sandi used a syringe, without the needle, of course, to try to get some
liquid down his throat. We were only
moderately successful.
I fixed up a cardboard box for the kitty and put in the rag,
some newspapers and the food. I kept
going over to check on him and pet him.
Well, it was just a gentle stroke with one finger. I really had no idea
how he could have gotten into such bad shape in less than a day. He couldn’t stand and could barely flop his
paws just enough to change his position.
I put some of the broth on my finger to see if I could get him to lick
it. Nope. His breathing was so labored. He had not made
a sound.
About an hour after I put him into the box, Sad Kitty
breathed his last. With me right there,
petting him. It was tough to see him
suffer like that, gasping for air that just wouldn’t fill his tiny lungs. I got a flashlight to really check to see if
his lungs were expanding or if his eyes would change. He was gone.
I waited a few more minutes, just in case, and then I called Sandi and
asked her how I should dispose of the body.
Sandi and Trifi came over and Trifi took the box and was planning to
bury the cat. You can’t just put them in
a plastic bag and into the trash because other animals will get into them.
I talked with Sandi about how quickly he had gone downhill
from the day before. It just didn’t make
sense. In fact, just the opposite: he
had eaten at least a little bit of real food and that should have helped
him. Sandi told me that it was entirely
possible (and even probable) that our neighbors had poisoned him. Animals are not even close to cared for here.
So I was left with my thoughts. And my tears. I thought about the tiny life
that was gone. Then my thoughts turned
to two friends from Facebook: one who lost her son this week and another whose
brother will die any day now. My tears
were nothing compared to theirs.
Then I thought about the song Soft Kitty from The Big Bang
Theory and changed the words to fit the situation:
Sad kitty, sick kitty,
Little ball of fur.
Weak kitty, dead kitty,
No more purr.